Friday, May 6, 2011

Honestly, I dont even know wat really happened. When i think abt it, all i remember is that i tried and i tried really hard. But u din seem happy anymore no matter how hard i tried. So i called it quits. All i have ever wanted is ur mesmerizing smile lighting up my life. And i was just not able to feel that. Sorry, if ever i have hurt you. But the only thing that i wish for now is ur happiness. If ever you realize that ur happiness is with me then ur always welcome. I am and i will always be here for u. But even if u happen to find it somewhere else, rest assured I'll be the happiest for u. Love you.
I promise to be there when you need me, I promise to hug you tight when you’re lonely, I promise to wipe your tears when they fall and I promise to keep you, not for the rest of my life but for the rest of yours.
Everyday i think of you.
Everyday you cross my mind.
Everyday i see something that reminds me of you.
Everyday im missing you.
Everyday i wish you were mine.
Everyday i wonder what could of been.
Everyday i think of why you did this.
& everyday im getting stronger.
Everyday im moving on.
But everyday ill always miss you.
Before I met you I had no clue what love was all I cared about was myself. Then we found each other and I truly found out what love was. Food lost its flavor, the whole world became hazy to where I don't even remember much of what happened. The only thing that mattered was you and being able to put my arms around you. We didn't even need to say anything, just stand next to each other and share our body heat. My true weakness was in her smile. Her face made me realize that everything was ok in the world and I honestly thought that this had to be heaven. Then when she left me it was honestly the worst feeling in the world. I felt like dieing, no, worse, I felt like dieing 1000000 times or ripping my heart out of my chest hoping and praying that if I did that I wouldn't hurt so much. Loosing a lover is the worst feeling in the world and it does the worst things to you. Ever since then I have never really expressed my self fully in fear that I would feel that kind of pain again

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Monday, May 2, 2011

Waitt , comment tu Semalam atau Dua hari lepas . And aku tahu kau dah baca comment tu kann ? And kau tag akuu ? Sebab kau nak suruh aku baca comment tuu ? Heyy WTH ! Kalau kau memang taktahu pasal comment tu punn , Takpayah nak Tag aku sangat . Err --'

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Haha , Hmm , Semalam Bagi text tu kat awak kann ? Saya masih takpasti apa jawapan awak . Tapii , Betull ke apa yang awak tuliss ? Kalau betul , I really Appreciate :) Thanks yee . Abaikan jeelaa yang pasal getback tuu :) Tapi serious , Mimie tu bagi message tu Sebab memang Mimie nak GetBackk . Tapi takpaa :) Ehh , Masa IUday tuu , Memang Mimie takberhenti2 Tengok awak . Ntahlaa , Walaupun Kita dah takda apa apa , Tapi Mimie still tengok awak . Apa seyy yang awak tanya kat Zarith tuu ? nak tahu . Asal taknak bagitahu seyy ? Okaylaaa :)

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